Friday, April 29, 2011

Things happen for a reason

I do believe that everything has a reason, every action, emotions, facial expression has a reason. People act the way they do not because it is innate with them (though there are some exceptions) but people has their own reasons. we would be mad to a specific person for doing a bad act, but really have you though of the reason why he had done that. Maybe you yourself had been an instrument why he has to do that bad act. Think about it.

I am not a perfect person, i blame people, i get mad but once in awhile these things goes through my mind, what may be the reason why they act that certain way. For example, as simple as this.. when i was young my mom would asked me to wear skirt or shorts and i do not want, and for them.. ang MANANG ko daw, but not really, i just see myself with big fat hairy legs kaya ayaw ko, if that would be small i would be more than willing to be in shorts. another thing.. in the show mara clara.. haha.. si alvira, is acting differently not because that is what she wants but she is just trying to use that pretending to be able to save her family.

I get mad, i question people but really i want to understand them. i am trying to, though it is really hard. i would want to find out why they act that certain way, may kasalanan ba ako, may nagawa ba ako. i want to understand people specially those whom i live with and those who are very close to me. So i just have to observe, understand them and maybe someday try to make a move and talk to them.

friendster

Kinkilig ako.. haha, i have been browsing friendster and it just makes me smile, reminisce the moments i had before.

We may find friendster a very lame social networking site already but we will never have facebook, twitter, tumblr etc. without it. I'm sure you all enjoyed using that social networking site as well. Friendster is a place to  tell a person how important he or she is. If now we have wall posts where we have simple conversations with people, before we had testimonial where we describe our friends or people whom we are not even close to, we tell them how good they are, whether they're pretty or whatever description we could tell about them and reading through my testimonials i just feel loved. i feel better about myself, (ganun pala ako) sometimes kulang din ako sa pansin, i want people to notice that's why i work hard, oo nga.. i just realize that characteristic of mine, one reason why I do things other than doing it because i want to and because i want to succeed in the future, i also want people to be proud of me.

Anyway, kinilig lang ako sa testimonials, people had been sweet, people said im pretty, im good.. well, testimonials that would require something back if someone gave you one so be sure that you would response and give him/her a testimonial too.. it evolved from description to graphics, quotes until it became a place where people simply communicate just as how we use our twitters and facebook.

friendster is fun. well, save your profiles now before it just crashed up this may 31, 2011 :)

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

HOLY WEEK

i just realize how much amazing people there are in the world. Working hard, sacrificing while almost everyone is resting and contemplating. Here in the Philippines we value the essence of Holy week, some treat it as their vacation, a time to go to beach, out of time and have fun with their friends or their families while some spend it as what is it really suppose to be. To do the usual Filipino Religious traditions. Maundy thursday and Good friday are holiday for everyone. Even the malls are closed, companies, school, even television networks who should usually have their shows to entertain people are having their breaks instead they just show replays or recorded shows. Everyone is resting but there are also those whom we have to salute and give our admirations.

Our doctors and nurses, people from the hospitals. No matter how they would want to have their break, they can't we could not control people's health. There woould always be somebody in the hospital that they have to give their assistance to.

Policeman and soldiers; their job is to keep everyone safe whether we're resting, doing our thing they are still on their duties during their job for the sake of the people :)

drivers- there may be less vehicles along metro manila now but there would still be some who would be willing to work during this holiday season to give transportation to different people.

We may not realize how special they are, they may just receive a very minimum income but they are the ones behind the scene working while we're all having fun.

To the doctors, nurses, policeman, soldiers, drivers, security guard, call center agents and everyone else who will be working this holy week. I salute you!!

(HOLY WEEK IS A TIME TO REMEMBER HOW LOVED WE ARE FOR OUR GOD GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON TO DIE ON THE CROSS AND FREE US FROM OUR SINS. THANK YOU FATHER!! )

FINALLY

Finally, now i have my own blog

i am not a writer, i don't usually write, I'm not a part of any journalism organization in school and was not even involved in any writing competition. But i am a very talkative person, maybe instead of writing i would rather tell it to my friends or just speak out until i realized that  not most of the time there could be someone listening to you, i also do not want the feeling where i constantly talk, sharing my stories my insights when actually the person does not want to listen anymore. and so i decided to write. I started writing in a facebook inbox, a diary more of a hidden blog, there i get to write things that i feel and those that i would want to share but sure enough no one could read it except for myself. I just don't have the courage to let people know or see my writings since i don't think i am really good at this. I just want to write to express.

But this summer break, I decided to make my own blog, people may not read it, it's okay. Well, i don't really care if someone would read it or not. I have been enjoying 3 weeks or 2?? of my vacation and still thinking if i should pursue this blog until i was able to open and read somene else's blog. and she just inspires me. Same purpose of writing..

"I only want to put away the voices in my head"-thezenofgen.

too much words on my head and i just want to release it out and so i have this :)